i dont know what happened to us but now we dont exist.theres you and theres me and theres the state lines between california and texas and theres stars that we both look at but there is not an us anymore.

i feel no pride in telling the stories.i feel no shame. it was my life,and now it isnt

sobriety day ten.

nobody ends up here because they have a good life,

and its pretty miserable dealing with all the shit we've done

to ourselves and other people

and its pretty miserable trying to figure out how not to do it again.

in another life.we probably were ferrets in the same cage

sobriety day 6.

how to eat your own flesh and not freak out

Remind me what its like to be free.

 

I need an escape.
thats free of charge 
and can pass a drug test

girl crushes

oh my oil painting self portrait

is such a tragedy.

you're as sane as i am

i bought boy an xbox for christmas.i wonder if ill ever see him again