you cannot go into the field of art looking for money. you really have to believe and put faith in the beauty . if you dont see the beauty. and worship that shit. money will become important. but i really do want to be the best.

I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.

you dont seem to realize
that you changed everything.

Dont you know who you love, Pudge? You love the girl that makes you laugh and shows you porn and drinks wine with you! You dont love the crazy sullen bitch!

baby please! i just want to be the flower fairy!

honey.im home

I dont want to talk to you.and i dont want to mess up your carpet